May 2012

This is it, nothing else matters

What if

What if I never knew

What if I never cared

What if it never happened

What if it will never be

What if we are stuck just like this

What if it just never did?

 

Lengthy

I used to be able to write lengthy pieces of writings in just a few minutes, but these days, I prefer to write in short sentences that have been broken up into lines. I just like the way it looks when it finally comes together. Some would be long, and some would of course be short, but still, its just something that i like. A recent habit that i’ve acquired. And yes, i still dont care about the capital ‘i’ that i should be typing. Why? because i just feel like it!

 

Thinking of doing a 360, on life plans, maybe try professional baker? :p

Change

We were all several different items

Never seen each other at all

But our fate intertwined

And here we are

Being chopped up into little pieces

Its ok, it is for the greater good

We told ourselves.

But what’s that?

Heating up feeling so hot

Whats to become of us?

One by one, thrown into the sickening heat

Why? Why did we end up like this?

We never knew

Salt, pepper, sugar and spices

Thrown with us

The aroma suddenly appears

Is it from us?

Served in a plate

This is our ending

Change is always unpredictable.

About us

When it first happen no body thought it would last

Struck like a bullet train on to a flat steel wall

Can’t run, nor hide

The aftermath was catastrophic

It just happens

But we stayed

Our journey so far was rough

Of course there were sunny days

We sailed swiftly across the calm ocean

Absorbing all the beautiful things that we see

That have never been experienced before.

But at other times

The weather wouldnt be as forgiving

Violent storm erupts leaving the merciless sea fumbling us

However it pleases.

But despite that, we still survive

Those sunny bright shining day always resurface

And in those days we keep holding on

It doesnt matter that all the other passengers

Have left, or are leaving,

This ship is ours

and its all about US .

 

 

Once upon a time

I had my whole life planned out

I had it all in my head

Never have I thought it will turn out like this instead

I dont know where I will be tomorrow

Will I stay here or will I have to go

The whole time spent to get that teaching degree

Wouldn’t mean anything

If I dont get to teach like what I have planned in my head

I have to come out with an escape plan

Which is being roughly drafted now instead

So the lesson that I have learnt from all this ordeal?

Always have a backup plan, because you never know what could be

In case your plan have to be adjusted

Or better yet, if they will only leave you flustered

Just be prepared.

As nothing would help you, but yourself.

You

There were hopes

There were doubts

There were a lot of things

But you stuck around

No body knows if it would last

No body knows how this would turn out

But because it is you

Makes it all worth while

5 months later

Silence is my new bestfriend

Ticking slowly but steadily

Just continue the journey

Everything will be fine

Next phase

If everything goes according to plan

2012 will be a very important and extravagant year

Lots of important things are going to be happening

InsyaAllah

🙂

Why aren’t you like the others?

Why dont you speak softly?

Why dont you smile more?

Why is it everything that I do, doesnt seem to impress you at all?

Why do you do this?

I respect you,

But my question is only this

Why aren’t you like the others?